.:*:Ai tte Eien Desu ka?:*:.

hmm______
Tuesday, April 30, 2002

I think I may want to submit some of my Weiß fics to some websites, instead of just ff.net. ^^; Dunno. Might. I also kinda have an idea for a SchuxBrad lemon fic...might be semi-non con, havent decided yet. ^^;;; And it will probably be a songfic. Gah, I need to stop writing so many lemons. XD Sure, I write them pretty decent, but still! I want to write some fics that arent lemons here soon. Over the past say, 3 months ish ive written 2 fics, and am starting another one here soon, all lemons. ._. ::coughs:: Right. For some reason I have an urge to write a SanosukexKenshin fic thats overflowing with angst, but I dont really have a very good idea of how I'm going to write that. Hmm... Dont ask me why I want to write a SanoxKen angst, I just do, and I probably will, and you cant stop me ANNE! >D bwah ha ha. Okies, Imma gonna archive and then set up my new layout. Cause I feel like it. =P

~Chibi blogged @ 08:23 p.m.~

hentai ja nai______
Monday, April 29, 2002

Isnt it funny that I can write lemons so well, yet Im a virgin? Plus I hate porn. ::shrugs:: I was just thinking about some of my entries, and I think I may be coming across some people as some sort of pervert. Im really not. My excuse is that im 16. Arent most teenagers at least a little facinated by sex? Yeah.

I want to write some more fics. One thats not a lemon. Maybe one with 3 or more chapters. The thing is that I dont have any ideas. ;-; I hope I find some inspiration soon, before my muse takes leave again. XD I also need to work on my drawings, but I do that almost everyday. Just doodles and sketches mind you. Hmm. I have homework I need to do too. I think I can slack on that for a little longer. I want to work on my layout some more. Its so pink its almost too pink. But I'll make up for it by making my layout after that one dark. Lots of dark colors. I want to do an Angel Sanctuary layout. Hmm... Oh the possibilities! =D

~Chibi blogged @ 06:14 p.m.~

ranma 1/2______
Sunday, April 28, 2002

I wonder why Ranma wants to be "all man" again? I mean, there are so many fun things to do as a girl. See, If I could change into a guy when I was splashed with cold water, I know that there would be a lot of things I would want to expirence. First, theres obviously sex stuff. Whats it like for a guy? And to pee standing up. o_o And...yeah. You know what I mean? ::coughs:: Right. I have to go to bed now.

~Chibi blogged @ 11:13 p.m.~

pink______
Saturday, April 27, 2002

whee. Im (finally) working on making my own layout for my blog. o^-^o Its going well actually. All im going to say right now is that its very pink. XD I dont even like pink that much. It just fits the layout i guess. muah. I finished my fic "Distractions" tonight. It turned out a lot better than I expected. Doodle-chan (girl I met at Anime Central) said she got misty-eyed. =D Im so proud of myself. Now I just need to get to a computer that will let me download it to ff.net. x_x Damn you compy. ::hops off humming the Chobits theme song::

~Chibi blogged @ 11:53 p.m.~

itai na______
Saturday, April 27, 2002

owwie. My muse came back. Which is good, but now my hands hurt from typing so much. x_o itai na no da...

~Chibi blogged @ 07:20 p.m.~

shmoo______
Friday, April 26, 2002

I really need to see Caitlin. Im going insane. I miss her so much. I cant stand it!!! X_X!!! grr. Im glad to be talking to Ten again. The truth is, I wouldnt be able to put up with the "silent treatment" much longer anyway. Plus, Im not uncomfortable around her anymore. I forgive her now. ^-^ wai! It feels so good to say that! Mew, I feel like dancing. O_o; Maybe I'll get to go bowling with Wapiko chan today? I dont know, Mum is a tad mad at me. ;-; ::snickers:: I know your secret Wapiko chan! =D Dont worry, I promise I wont tell anyone. ^-^ That kind of secret is one that you yourself has to tell people, not others. ^-~ Hm, what to do now? I think I may read some fanfics. Been doing a lot of that latley. Shmoo, I want to watch the Angel Sanctuary OAV but Anne has it. Watch it, Damnit! XD Meggeh chan, I loff you. o_o Just so you know. Okay, Im done for now.

~Chibi blogged @ 02:32 p.m.~

oh joy______
Thursday, April 25, 2002

eeh. Wanna know something cool? ::laughs:: They put me on more anti-depressents. oh joy, more proof that Im going nuts. demo, chibi doesnt like being depressed. chibi wants to be happy.

Im talking to Ten again. Im glad.

Now if you'll excuse me, Im going to bed now. =_=;

~Chibi blogged @ 01:47 a.m.~

all your base are belong to us______
Tuesday, April 23, 2002

lol

click here.

Grr. I still dont understand how one can get writers block on a lemon. x_x I'll never ever in the life of me understand myself. ::sigh:: u_u I want to read some fanfiction.

~Chibi blogged @ 11:08 p.m.~

back to life______
Monday, April 22, 2002

wahh. I had the most awesomest time. *-* i got lots of stuff. LOTS. i think we spent about over a couple hundred dollars. ^^; lots of people took pics of anne and i, and we took pics of them! =D ::sigh:: ah the memories.

for example, on sunday before we left, (anne and i were still in costume by the way) we saw some people walking around asking for "pennies for perverts". o.o; lmao. but then they saw me and they go "OMI!!" of course my reaction is O_O eep! I tried to hide behind anne but they attacked meh. Y_Y chibi was kidnapped and then molested by raving fangirls. XD it was really funny! Yes i tried to get away at first, but they held me down. @_@ shmoo. I enjoyed it tho. So much fun. There were actually quite a few weiß cosplayers there besides anne and i. I think there were about 3 other omis. @_@ but, many of the people i ran into said that they thought i had the best omi costume. =D wai! Omb we also saw a fat bearded man dressed as sailor moon. X_x! So wrong. what else? o.o; Ill make sure to scan the pics when we get them developed. fun fun fun. hee hee kacy. I saw a gene starwind. He backed into meh in the elevator. nyah nyah =P! lol. Omb would you belive me if i said i sang karaoke? x_x yop i did. I sang "Kimi no tame ni dekiru koto" by Gackt with anne. x_x i sucked, but its okay cause a lot of other people sucked worse than me. XD! Out of all the panels anne and i went to, the Yaoi Panel was the most fun. Probably because everyone in the audience got so into it. It was so much fun. well those were some of the highlights i guess. o.o; anne and i also got an idea for an awesome fushigi yuugi parody fanfic, but, its a secret untill we start posting it. ^-~ ne ne megu-chan! i got vol 1 of the Love Hina manga! =D and its in color too. o.o; it came with a mouse pad and a sticker and some cd-rom thing i havent tried out yet. o_o; i also got a Chobits shitajiki and playing cards! thats just some of the stuff i got. besides what i already mentioned, i got a Gackt CD (Rebirth), a weiß CD, a Two-Mix CD, a Gravitation CD, 5 pins of various chibi characters, an omi pin with a trading card, Angel Sanctuary manga vol 1, Yami no Matsuei vol 5, Gravitation manga vols 6&7, 4 doujinshis, 2 magnets, Gackt photobook, and a j-rock magazine featuring Gackt and Dir en Grey. not to mention a fushigi yuugi artbook and a box of pocky for caitlin. o___o; yeah. im addicted to shopping. XD no im going to try and save my money for Anime Iowa. ^-^ Anne and i decided that when we go to AI, im going as Kenshin and shes going as Sanosuke. (not shu and hiro, but we will cosplay them one day.) Course thats not until august, so we have lots of time to save money and make costumes. ^-^ i love cons.

~Chibi blogged @ 08:45 p.m.~

chobits______
Thursday, April 18, 2002

::sigh:: i love chobits. I just found out that the anime just started on the 2nd of this month! O_O! thats like, whoah. o_o; okay whats my problem? >< i want my chobits and scryed to download damnit! XD shmoo. after i see some more of it, i want to make a scryed site. =3 but it will be really hard finding pics. i'll just make a bunch of screencaps for now i guess. god i love that show. lesse, my current anime faves: Scryed, Weiß Kreuz, Yami no Matsuei, Gravitation, and Chobits. not nessicarialy in that order. and manga is Chobits and Yami no Matsuei. ^-^ shmoo.

THE CON IS TOMARROW! I CANT WAIT!!!! *___*!

~Chibi blogged @ 11:44 p.m.~

awesomeness!______
Wednesday, April 17, 2002

OMB. I just watched the first ep. of Scryed. It is flucking awesome. *-*! spank you person for introducing meh to it! I uberly highly recomend it! Plus, Midorikawa Hikaru sama is in it! =D squee! Its really awesome, tons of action. I dont really know how to describe it really. DOWNLOAD IT!! O_O!! You cant miss it. (This means you!) oh I also downloaded the first ep of Chobits. its uber kawaii. o^-^o I luff CLAMP stuffs.

Scryed is the shiznet. *g*!

~Chibi blogged @ 10:58 p.m.~

reflecting______
Wednesday, April 17, 2002

i was reading tens LJ. she noticed that i was ignoring her. caitlin and chris may have forgiven her, but my problem is that i dont know if I can trust her yet. Not only did she hurt Caitlin, but she lied to me and hurt my feelings. One doesnt exactly get on my friends list in that manner. Maybe part of me is upset because I trusted her too much? I dont know. She really is a nice person, but...Caitlin is my best friend. And she knew I had a crush on her. Why couldnt she just tell me she wasnt interested instead of hurting Caitlin like that and tell me she had a boyfriend at the time? I dont hate her. I dont know what to think about her. No I dont have a thing for her anymore. Actually right now I dont have a thing for anyone (except for Gackt XD). I dont know. I have homework to do goddanmit.

I wish I could understand life. x_x

~Chibi blogged @ 07:16 p.m.~

guh______
Wednesday, April 17, 2002

wah. if only homework could do itsef. u_u

wait, that didnt sound right. o.o; um, you know what i mean. yeah. ::coughs:: imma gonna read some blogs then get on homey-work. u.u; shmoo.

~Chibi blogged @ 06:59 p.m.~

chibi ish hunggie______
Wednesday, April 17, 2002

x_x im really hungry, i dont want to cook, and i have no money. ;-; ::sigh:: i guess ill just make some ramen. ppft. i need some ideas for layouts. i need to do homework. shmoo.

is it friday yet? x___x;

~Chibi blogged @ 05:55 p.m.~

coolness______
Tuesday, April 16, 2002

i like this layout. its purdy, despite the almost excessive use of pink. thats okay tho, i dont hate pink but, lets just say its not my favorite color. in fact, my favorite colors are red black and purple, in no neciccary order. =P plus guess what? i totally edited all the html on front page. =D im proud of myself. i need to get used to that program. once i have more time im going to start practicing making layouts. ive already made a few wallpapers. i keep making wallpapers to help get to know paintshop pro better. i luff these programs. fank you mucho! currently im trying to download the first ep of chobits. since i figured that the manga was so shibby, what could be better than seeing it animated? actually when i first got the manga i wondered if it had been made into an anime or not. it had. i was happy. ^-^ 3 more days till anime central! *-* squeegasam!

OMB! you have GACKT MERCHANDISE?!?!?!?!??? when did this happen! what did ya get huh huh huh? *-* email me mmk? i still want to keep in touch ya know. ;-;

speaking of Gackt, take a look at this. >D ::tries to molest the pic but runs into the comp screen:: x_x itai na no da....

~Chibi blogged @ 09:25 p.m.~

layouts are fun______
Tuesday, April 16, 2002

if only i could make my own. but im working on it! ^^;

~Chibi blogged @ 05:22 p.m.~