++With the power to revoulutionize the world... top of the morning my ass Monday, April 15, 2002 yeah. i had a shitty day. i think i may change my layout to cheer me up. i love graphics. shmoo. x_x; ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 09:44 p.m.~ ++take my revolution++ kowai Saturday, April 13, 2002 last night i had a scary dream. i dont remember all of it, but i do remember this. I was searching for caitlin. I couldnt find her. Then i found out anne died. Then i woke up. scary huh? x_x im just glad it was only a dream. u.u ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 08:04 p.m.~ ++take my revolution++ i just noticed something.... Friday, April 12, 2002 in the pic on my current layout, utena has her hand on anshii's boob. o_o; cool. >D ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 03:22 p.m.~ ++take my revolution++ ::eats pitas:: o-o; Friday, April 12, 2002 st00pid pitas. couldnt get on last night to type and stuffs. i guess i have a lot to type about. uh on wednesday i had another small breakdown. it was a little worse than the one i had a few days before. the thing that worries me tho is the fact that there was only a 2 day interval between the 2. so somethings up, and i havent figured that out yet. ::shrugs:: im okay today tho. for some odd reason, mom let me skip school. o_O; it has its good and bad points. anyway. yesterday was an awesome day. very genki. i also went to the mime show, which was a shit load of fun. =D chibi likes the mimes! ives also started talking about myself in the 3rd person whenever i feel espically chibilike or hyper. XD its funny. ie: Anne: "Did you have fun at the mime show Chibi?" (99% of my friends call me chibi...rarely Lizzy anymore XD!) Me: ::nodnod:: "Un! Chibi loffed the mimes! Chibi thinks mimes are shibby!!" =D Anne: ...... O_o;; XD lmao. I also got a letter from caitlin. im a little relieved about that. im going to write her a letter later tonight. but first, im going to see if anne can come over and hang. need to show her a couple other wallpapers im working on. >D ::cackles:: and then we are gong to watch slayers! and then i need to get kacy a layout so she can have a blog too. o_o; sorreh tori-sama...i uh, forgot? O_o;; ::coughs:: speaking of layouts, i got FrontPage and Paint Shop Pro now!! =D waiii! Chibi loffs FP and PSP! chibi can make lots of shibby graphics and work on her HTML sk177orz. XD bwah ha ha ha ha! ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 03:08 p.m.~ ++take my revolution++ boku wa machi tsuzukeru Tuesday, April 9, 2002 not much happened today. i actually did work really hard on my school work today, which felt good. remind me to do that more often. XD about the only really exciting thing is that i made a Farfarello wallpaper. =D im so proud of myself! its really cool, at least for my first wallpaper. pretty simple really. its black and white, with a manga pic of farf looking at a knife. it has his name vertical right next to him. on the left it has part of his image song lyrics in japanese. it says, translated (according to anime lyrics.com), "This pain I'm in, I love it This pain I'm in, ethereal This pain I'm in, wonderful This is, to me, like heaven Walking by myself in the night, Destined to travel forever" its pretty neat i think. ill try to upload it so you lovely people can see my mad creativity skills. ^^; ive also been trying to download frontpage and paint shop pro off of KaZaA, but i cant seem to download the right thing. mou. x.x; ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 10:54 p.m.~ ++take my revolution++ shmoo. Monday, April 8, 2002 i want a cell of farfarello. XD i really do. holy cheese, Farfarello is my favorite baddie. X3 ::huggles her farfie chu plushie:: whee! if i see a farfie at the con, i am SO going to glomp him XD! well, i have to take a shower... oh one more thing before i leave. i cried today. yeah. i cried for once. i was mostly stressed, but a lot of it was because i _still_ havent seen caitlin. its been like, 2 weeks now. x_x; ::sigh:: well, chibi go now. oyasumi! ::huggles her farfie plushie and scurries off:: ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 10:38 p.m.~ ++take my revolution++ fuck Monday, April 8, 2002 i still cant find an internet article on anime. @.@; gundamnit. XD ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 08:23 a.m.~ ++take my revolution++ pay up, bitch! Sunday, April 7, 2002 O_O according to this site, i am worth about $1,577,366.00. O_O;; im one pricy chibi! XD ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 04:18 p.m.~ ++take my revolution++ ureshii! *-* Friday, April 5, 2002 omb i just had one of the most fucking fun times of my life. omb, i love you!! =D first after school anne and i went shoping. wheee! we both got the new weiß kreuz dvd! FARFIES IN IT!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAY!!! XD!!!! jeebuz i love the farf man. i also got vol 1 manga of Chobits by CLAMP in english. its really good. but, i never knew how hentai CLAMP could be. o_o;; ::whips all 4 of CLAMP ladies-sama:: down girls. o____o;;; we went back to her house and played on her compies. she showed me some layouts that shes working on. she said that she'll make me a sailor moon layout with manga chibis on it! kawaii! =D shes so good at making layouts; i suck. x.x; maybe its partly because she has frontpage and i dont. XD! i should get that. ::steals and blames it on sam:: sam: damnit chibi chi! stop blaming everything on meh!! ::smiles and looks innocent:: o^-^o anyway, so after a while we decided to watch weiß. and since we both have already seen the whole series, we decided to watch the dub and make fun of it. XD omb the weiß dub is SO bad! the only real good english voices are nagi, and persia's is okay. tots was kinda okay too. nagis english voice actually fits his character pretty well, which was plesantly suprising. but OMB. hearing farfies english voice was SUCH a let down. it. SUCKS! i was SO pissed. i mean, farfie is my favorite baddie, and prolly my fave chara out of all of weiß, and then they went and crashed all my good hopes. Schu's voice couldnt have been worse either. damn you anime works. DAMN YOU!! ::shakes her fist to the sky all chibi like:: O_O!! braddiekins voice is decent i guess. but anne and i were talking about how they should have given farf an irish accent and schu a german accent, and then we started talking about american accents. so i was like, "d00d! wouldnt it be SO funny if crawford had a SOUTHERN accent??" XD it was so funny! we were laughing on the whole way back to my house. we kept making fun of it. like craford saying. "lehts go miistah tahkahtohri. weh dun wan beh late for dat dem dar conference nah would weh?" XD!!! ::falls out of the chair laughing, and dies:: sam: -.-;; ::revives:: chibi chi, you need to learn to control your hyperness. so do you samu chan! O_O sam: d00d, i AM you! O_o; ....duh dumb nuts! O.o; whoa im really hyper. too much fun. @_@ anyway! ::hops inside a bubble and flys off:: O_O;;; wheeeeee! >_>;;; sam: ive gone psyco. o_o;; ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 10:40 p.m.~ ++take my revolution++ gundamnit Friday, April 5, 2002 how come its eaiser to find print articles on anime than it is to find internet articles?!? >< kuso. damnit. grrrrrrrr! XD someone help meh! @_@ sam: WAAAH! im in trouble! @_@ o_o;; @ her gravi drama cd. anyway, i havta jet. (jet?) bai! ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 08:05 a.m.~ ++take my revolution++ squee Thursday, April 4, 2002 i got my gravitation drama CDs today!! *__* i was so happeh. they are so cool! =D theyre really funneh and cute and stuffs. my mom got me Ninja Resurecction last night. i think its the like the sequeal to Ninja Scroll. okay if i had one word to describe it, it would be this. GORY. =P bleh. guts and flying heads everywhere. mind you, the only reason momma bought it for me is because it was $6 on sale at some funky store she went to. o-o; okay, goryness isnt that bad, but its like, extreme goryness. even i didnt like it. and then theres a semi-twisted sex scene. >>; ::coughs:: i think ill give this to my brother. XD maybe. oh guess what? i made a...well hes kinda like a second personality. see i think that i have a girl side and a guy side to me. so i thought, well why not give your male side a persona for shits and giggles? so i did. i decided that if i were a guy id want my name to be sam. so, male me is sam. havent really decided what he looks like yet thou. hes still being shaped i guess. ^-^ hmm...well i have stuff i want to do then i have to go to bed. matta! =D ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 11:12 p.m.~ ++take my revolution++ so... Wednesday, April 3, 2002 ::shrugs:: my day was okay. not much really to talk about. ::sighs:: it was really boring and i wasnt really into anything today. things got better tho, sara let me look through some of her Animage magizines, which was fun. after school anne and i went to toys r us for no reason and wandered around, which was kick ass. =D we also rented otaku no video from blockbuster, which was strange because blockbuster rarely carries any anime at all. we watched an episode then she had to go home. it was fun. but let me tell you, otaku no video is kinda scary. XD it actually made me want to do my homework. which reminds me. ive decided that i need to stop trying to do so many things at once. i think this is why im always so stressed. so im going to work on that. wish me luck, ill probably need it. ><; YOU. email me. NOW. ::whips:: we are more alike than you think we are. ive lost touch with you and melissa chan, and i feel like total shit for it. i want to catch up. okay? okay. ::tosses candy to everyone:: computer time always makes me feel better. ^-^ ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 08:40 p.m.~ ++take my revolution++ grr Tuesday, April 2, 2002 why cant i ever motivate myself to do anything? ...jeebus im moody tonight. ~.~ ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 08:23 p.m.~ ++take my revolution++ urg Tuesday, April 2, 2002 wait...what? i have no idea how to explain how im feeling right now. confused maybe. its like i have a million things a i want to do at once. i feel like Sakano (from Gravitation) when he does that tornado spin out thing. @_@ i want to do this, and that and this, and all these other things at the same time, and i just dont know what to do. i think im getting overwhelemed. guh, i dont want to break down like i did a few weeks ago. okay, focus. i dont think i have any homework in bio or science. if i do its makeup and/or i dont know about it. i have work in math, but then again im way behind in math. i need some help in this area, so i can put it off until tomarrow when i can get some help. i have homework i need to catch up for japanese and fundies. ::takes a deep breath:: and thats just the school work. i keep trying to set things in my freetime aside, but its kind of hard. last year i pretty much didnt do anything, so maybe ive become accostomed to that. last year was really bad for me, and im not just talking academically here. i mean emotionally. i dont know where caitlin is; i havent seen her at school since friday. stress stress. >< im gonna pop again if i dont do something. latley my hands have been shaking like i have parkinsons disease or something. and im really fidgety. i mean im always fidgety, but now im like, uber fidgety. i cant sit still. and the worst part about all this stuff is that i have no fucking clue what to do about it. someone help me, or i might breakdown or something again. too much stress. ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 06:45 p.m.~ ++take my revolution++ ebil Tuesday, April 2, 2002 bwah ha ha. im at school right now. mom grounded me from the comp again (read: she changed her password) so i will be limited from the computer for a while. ::sighs:: um...not much else really. i have to work on my fundamentals of writing paper. u.u so i really dont have time to waste here. but, i may write again before the period is over. that is, if i think of something. XD laterz then. ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 08:23 a.m.~ ++take my revolution++ would you like some cheese with that? Friday, March 29, 2002 If I were a wine I would be... This quiz was created by Krazy K. Take it here! whee! ive had a little wine cooler before, its good. lesse. good day so far. im kinda hyper. i think ill bug anne. bwah ha ha ha ha >D nah just kidding. do de do do. i need something to do. oh wanna hear about my day? um, ty (guy in my japanese class) walked with me all the way to my house today. yes i walked, CALL THE PAPERS! >_>! anyway. it was fun, we talked about random things all the way. yeah. usually anne drives me home, cause i worship her and the ground she walks and i deserve something in return (XD!), but she had a doctors appointment or something. wah. do de do do. i wanna do something with someone this weekend! mew! i should learn how to drive. anyway. i had a bunch of other things i was going to blog about, but i forgot them. XD gah, mebby my natural blond streaks are getting to me today. XD! i think i might go chat now. ta ta! =D ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 09:11 p.m.~ ++take my revolution++ wow Thursday, March 28, 2002 omybob, you have to see this!!! and they have dance dance revoultion too!! O_O omibob i cant wait till the con. im so excited. anyway. i had an okay day. not as nice as yesterday, but okay nonetheless. not much to talk about really. i did hang out with kacy after school tho. that was a shitload of fun. =D yes, i watched buffy again. im hooked. yet another fandom for me to immerse myself in! XD i like xander and willow. they are cool characters! im starting to like it so much im downloading episodes on KaZaA. u.U;; now dont go thinking i like it more than anime now. anime is, and always will be my first love (as far as hobbies). wah. i want to see love hina. i heard its good. some other ones i want to see are saiyuki, one piece, fruits basket, ai no kusabi...the list goes on and on, with tons of different generes. i do like shoujo a lot. but i like shounen stuff too. angst is cool and thought provoking, and magical girls are cute! adventure, fantsay, horror...i really dont care as long as the animation and plot line are good. i want to go in the animation field too. *.* prolly to to an art college and study art and japanese. woo...yummy. but i have to finish high school first. ::sigh:: im so impatient. okay, i dont know where my train of thought is. it keeps making too many turns. gah. well uh... im out of it. really. im just kinda randomly typing whatever comes into my mind. wooo skerreh. i need...some snacks and some sleep. my shoulders hurt. a lot of stress. ::sigh:: well, moms telling me to get in the shower (already? its only 9:30! i wont be going to bed till 11! XD) so i best go get it over with. then ill...do something. O.o yeah. ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 09:18 p.m.~ ++take my revolution++ wai Wednesday, March 27, 2002 i had a pretty good day today. about the only draw back was gym, chris used to be in my gym class. i didnt get depressed, i was just a little stressed out. like i said. gotta keep on living. the rest of the day was pretty good. no big mood swings or nothing. ^-^ i got my ayashi no ceres stickers today too, so that was cool. theyre really pretty, i think ill scan them and post them. ^-^ i watched buffy today. okay, i have to admit now. im starting to like that show a lot. ^^; i cant help it. even tho i dont like buffys character very much, its a good show. i just dont like buffy 100% tho. im not sure what it is. maybe its because, if you take out the slayer stuff shes too much of your steryotypical high schooler. =.=; i like willow tho. shes cool! =D heh, see what happens when you read too much bmb. XD the madness spreads!! GYAAAA!!! O_O;; of course, we already knew that. =P i want more kenshin! wah! ;-; anyhoo. well this isnt a very interesting entry, now is it? ::coughs:: well whatever. i just hope that tommarow wont be the total oppiste of today. gah. that happens a lot. well, i dont have much to talk about now. oh wait. something funny. today in my math class, a gilr asked me if caitlin and i were going out. i just looked at her like O.o;? where the hell did you get that idea? i mean, once upon a time we almost did, but that was a year ago. (i was afraid i would loose her if we tried it and it didnt work out.) i say "huh?" blinking out of the daydream i was having "no, why?" she said its because we hold hands a lot in the hallway. its true. we hold hands and we walk arm in arm and a bunch of other affectionate stuff. but its not an intimate or romantic affection. i love her very much; shes my best friend. i say this often. (hee hee dont you worry, youre my best friend too. ^-~) well i just thought it was kind of funny that she asked me that. i think most people dont have a friend like i have in caitlin. well, im going to look at computers now. ja ne. P.S. dont forget to tell your parental units about the con, anne. or i just might go all zero quatre on yo' ass. ::cackles:: >D ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 09:24 p.m.~ ++take my revolution++ atashi wa kenshin de gozaru. Wednesday, March 27, 2002 Take the Rurouni Kenshin Quiz by xceres. hee. i could have guessed. ken is one of my fave charas too. ^-^ anne has been getting me more and more into kenshin. but i love every minuet of it. ^-^ hm. not much else. im just kind of wandering around on the internet for a while. i think ill get off in about a half hour and go to bed tho. need my beauty sleep. ^-^; did i mention i love this layout? its sexy. *-* ja ne. ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 12:27 a.m.~ ++take my revolution++ utena Tuesday, March 26, 2002 i luff the utena movie. ^-^ ~Chibi revoultionized the world @ 08:56 p.m.~ ++take my revolution++