YES!
03:59 a.m., Sunday, March 3, 2002

i was wondering if there was one of these somewhere! =3
is it bedtime yet? =_=;

~Chibi, im too lazy to go to sleep~

i lied...sort of
03:33 a.m., Sunday, March 3, 2002

Are you Addicted to the Internet? 72% Hardcore Junkie (61% - 80%) While you do get a bit of sleep every night and sometimes leave the house, you spend as much time as you can online. You usually have a browser, chat clients, server consoles, and your email on auto check open at all times. Phone? What's that? You plan your social events by contacting your friends online. Just be careful you don't get a repetitive wrist injury... The Are you Addicted to the Internet? Quiz at Stvlive.com!

~Chibi, not really suprised~

poo
03:22 a.m., Sunday, March 3, 2002

not much comp time latley. i may not get much comp time this week eaither. u_u
me tired. =_=
cool site =3

methinks ill go ta bed now. im too tired to do much else. =_=
whoa i should archive soon. ah, anyway. oyasumi nasai.

~Chibi, layouts are the shiz~

::yawn::
03:39 a.m., Friday, March 1, 2002

time for bed ne? XD!

im tired.

and still worried. i havent stopped thinking about caitlin. i wonder if she'll be okay...
shes my best friend, and i will do anything for her.

oi, im too tired to write a long entry. =_=; oyasumi.

~Chibi, sleep?... nani sore?~

damn, i thought i would be R
10:41 p.m., Thursday, February 28, 2002

~Chibi, still worried~

up and down day.
09:10 p.m., Thursday, February 28, 2002

dont really feel like typing. im worried about caitlin. im gonna go do...something now. dont know yet.

~Chibi~

back and LOOKIE WHAT I GOT
07:49 p.m., Wednesday, February 27, 2002

OMFG LOOK WHAT I WON! ::has multiple earth-shattering orgasams then dies of happiness::

~Chibi, i screamed~

pissed
07:34 p.m., Monday, February 25, 2002

for some reason i am really pissed off right now. i dont know what it is. i dont think its pms. i think, maybe, that im mad at myself. then again, when am i not? midterms are coming up and i am behind. im procrastinating right now. im pissed. i want to...i dont know...hit something or sleep or eat or...i dont want to do my work because i have a lot and im behind. if i dont do my work, i get more behind. its a vicious catch-22. fuck fuck fuck. i want to erase my last 2 entries. i wont, cause im stupid like that. this is a blog, like a diary, and everyone can read what goes on in my fucked up little head. im not pissed. im depressed.

i hate mondays!!!!! ^&*^*$%)_*^%#%$#$()+%@@!^&%*)^&$%$

im almost always like this on mondays!!! ^$$#%^)*&*#@$% thank god for prozac, i would probably kill myself. then again, i also care too much about my friends and family to kill myself. which is why i used to just cut myself instead. i dont anymore tho. i dont want to go back to the hospital. ::sigh:: well i feel better by ranting. i think ill go read some fanfiction or something and then go do more homework.

~Chibi, ...~

exploration
11:45 p.m., Sunday, February 24, 2002

i know i am bisexual. not homo nor hetero. i think. pretty sure.

hey, cut me some slack. im a teenager. this is the age where im supposed to "explore" myself. >.>; ya know. this is the age where everyone is still trying to figure themselves out. i may think i know a lot about myself, but i also know that there is still a lot i need to figure out before i can say that i really "know" myself.
hey, i think that there are even some adults out there who may not know a lot about themselves. who knows? i dont. im just a dumb teenager, right. (har har) well, that was my little thought process while i was brushing my teeth. O_o; anyway, im off to the land of nod now. oyasumi nasai minna san.

~Chibi, winkin, blinkin, and nod~

feel the pride
09:58 p.m., Sunday, February 24, 2002

i just finished watching Queer as folk. love that show. anyway. it was the "Pride Day" parade show. =D i feel very pride-full now! wheeeeee!!! =D which reminds meh...
i think i may just be full out lesbian. >_>; which is cool with me. cause when i think about it, guys are cool, but i dont know if i would want to have sex with one. >_> its just so...ew? O_o; ::coughs:: and i like guys who look like girls and/or are very feminine. but its cool with me. i dont care. ^____^ well fer now im just gonna say im not straight. i love women. they are beautiful people. ^^; che, dont i sound like a romantic? >_>;; im not. really. im just a dork. anywayz...i dont know what else to type about. U_u; so, ja matta ne. =P

~Chibi, ah feel tha pride~

foot sex!
08:26 p.m., Sunday, February 24, 2002

naomi chan just left mah house! we had tons of fun! and FOOT SEX! XDXD foot sex is like footsie except you make lots of moaning noises and get foot cum all over you. XDXD!!! lol not really but hey. it was funny. we watched some earthian and weiß and ate pizza and read manga and looked at art books. twas SHIBBY. we also read hana chans fanfic series about deleted scenes from weiß. they are soooooooooo funny!!! like fall out of your chair laughing and die funny. =3 seriously! if you havent read them, DO SO! O_O! what else what else? well, we had an orgasmarific time.
i also told her that i want to get laid. O_o; which i do. i want to lose my virginity to a girl, i decided. hm. >___> im kinda hyper right now.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

oh oh another testy thingy! feel the lurve! =D

the image was too big, so to view it, clickhere please. ^-^
Take the What Color Dragon Should You Ride? Quiz
Made By: myway and teza

~Chibi, too sexy for her shirt~

yet another no brainer
02:30 p.m., Sunday, February 24, 2002

I saw this one 764396832635294 miles away. >___>;; but i had to take it anyway. XD just cause im addicted to online testy things. X3
and according to this angel sanctuary chara test i am most like Alexiel. i dunno, ive only seen the oavs. i want the manga tho. i think i know where to get it too. muah ha ha. >D i love angel sanctuary, so i must get the manga. *-* <3 kyaa!
anyway. i have to go do some chores so naomi chan can come over to hang for a bit. ^-^ ja matta!

~Chibi, angst...yum~

squeeness
02:06 p.m., Sunday, February 24, 2002

[lisetening to: nuffin]

Congrats, your celeb match is Elijah Wood! You like a guy who's sweet, sensitive, a real sweetie who's truly a dork at heart! He can be shy at times, but you'll be there to reassure him. This guy is perfect for a meaningful long term relationship. He may never be on the cover of 'seventeen' but his true beauty and talent will be remembered. He'll treat you like a true princess. You are one lucky gal!

squee! i like elijah wood. hes cool! ^-^

more squeeness: I AM OFFICIALLY KEEPER OF HISOKAS PANTS!! ::does the uber shibby happy dance:: thats sooo shibby! *-*

~Chibi, ureshii!~

Weiß!
12:05 a.m., Sunday, February 24, 2002

squee! i found an online radio that plays all Weiß Kreuz songs! *-* mmm...weiß...::drools on her keyboard:: hee hee
which reminds me, i still need to work on my Farfarello site some more. yes you heard it, a farfarelllo fan site. o.o; be afraid. very afraid. muah ha ha! see, i love farfie, and ive only found 3 farfie character shrines. 3! not enough fer me! its gonna be called asylum. if you have any farfarello fan fics, feel free to contact meh. ^-~ hee hee hee. ::licks a knife:: feel the farf-ness! muah ha ha.

oh, if youre brave and have a twisted sense of humor like me, click here. ^-~ ::snickers::

~Chibi, ke ke ke ke ke~

love your vagania!
10:54 p.m., Saturday, February 23, 2002

[listening to: my little sister Emily watching TV]

All women should love their vagania! O_O! YES!

i just watched this show a little bit ago on HBO, called "The Vagania Monologues" it was awesome. it gave me a lot of respect for vaganias now. did you know that the clitoris has 8000 nerves in it? thats twice as many as in the penis! O_O; The monologues were done by a woman named Eve Ensler. if you ever find this, you should listen to it. even if your a man. seriously. its way cool. I love vaganias now. they are a wonderful part of a womans body that should be respected. and im being serious here people. o.o; (and that doesnt happen all to often) XD!
um..okay you people prolly think that im really weired unless youve seen this show now, dont you? ^^;;
thats okay, i think ill stop talking about vaganias for now. XDXD!
ill prolly write more on other subjects later.
bai fer now! ^-^

~Chibi, vaganias are SHIBBY~

likenesses
05:52 p.m., Saturday, February 23, 2002

Yami no Matsuei: Tsuzuki Asato
Weiß Kreuz: Tsukiyono Omi
Fushigi Yuugi: Chichiri
Gravitation: Shindou Shuichi
Magic Knight Rayearth: Shidou Hikaru
Card Captor Sakura: Tsukishiro Yukito
Evangelion: Ikari Shinji
Gundam Wing: Duo Maxwell
Inu Yasha: Kagome
Trigun: Rem Saverem
Outlaw Star: Melfina (O.o!?)

Harry Potter House: Ravenclaw (hm..o.o;)

what do you think? o.o;

~Chibi, omoshiroi ne~

i saw this a MILE away
10:35 p.m., Friday, February 22, 2002

You are Duo Maxwell. You strive on kicking serious ass, anytime, anywhere. However, you aren't always out to kill, even though you consider yourself "God of Death (Shinigami)". You have a kind, warm heart and an open personality, you are always willing to lend a hand to a friend in need and try something new.

HAH! I KNEW it. =P

~Chibi, ORE WA SHINIGAMI!~

not my week (or I am Lina Inverse's clone)
10:01 p.m., Friday, February 22, 2002

first, im still grounded from the comp. well, to be more correct, the internet. we have this block thing...its complicated. see you have to have a screen name and a password and stuff. i just lucked cause my baka imouto left it on. TONIKAKU! this is not my week. im still grounded, and ive been sick for the past couple days. u_U; so ive just been watching slayers for the past few days. and that included the first season, Slayers TRY, AND Slayers Next!!! O_x!! that is a lot of slayers. trust me. i think im a slayered out. still its a really good series, Lina and i have A LOT in common. were both short, lack in chest size, have a big appetite (when im not on my concerta, makes me loose my appetite), and have a temper. X_x; yare yare.
while im on the Slayers subject, i think ill add my feed back on that. ^-^

I dont care what anyone else says! ZELGADIS IS A SEXY MOFO!! O_o;; ::coughs:: and we all know that xellos is cool. right? ::gets a very scary look:: ._. filla is...i like filla actually. she learns a lot and turns out to be quite a strong character. ^-^ and another thing, why do some people like to pair xellos and filla together?? O_o; i think thats a bit odd actually. as far as pairings in Slayers, i must admit i am an avid GourryXLina shipper, dispite my yaoi/shounen ai obsession. ^^;; i also kinda like ZelXAmelia, but i do also like XellosXZel. o.o; so i dont really have any set preferences i guess.
I wonder if anyone has considered ValgaavXFilla? o.o;
i actually thought about it. i may have to write a fanfic with that pairing. it will prolly be long tho. like a series type thing.
that reminds me, i havent written any fanfics in a while. U_U; i need to write. my hand is startin to itch, if ya know what i mean. plus i STILL havent finished chapter 2 of my fic "Distractions". but i will tell you guys this.

its lemony. ^-~

Well, im going off to enjoy what little internet time i have tonight. ja! ::dissappers in a puff of smoke::

~Chibi, signing off~

kuso
11:09 p.m., Tuesday, February 19, 2002

im grounded from the computer for the week. U_U

just so you all know.

~Chibi, ::sniff::~

woah.
06:31 p.m., Sunday, February 17, 2002

[Listening to: Keroido Milk - Dir en Grey]

d00d. nii-san has this calendar in his room. its some chick. shes uh...well...sexy. shes also topless. XD!! i dont know if my brother has noticed that i have a habit of staring at it when ever i walk into his room, >_>; i dont mean to...but i mean, its just...there. o_o; and shes sexy. hm. i mean shes good looking and all but, besides the fact that shes too old for me, i can tell that i probably wouldnt like her very much. but, she is very good looking. ::sigh:: i would really like to be in a relationship sometime. but for some reason, ive only had one real boyfriend in my entire life, and no girlfriends. u_u like ive said before, sometimes, i just feel lonley even though im surrounded by people. i can deal with it, but, ya know, i would still like to get into a relationship.
latley ive been noticing that ive been leaning more twoards girls latley. >_> hmm...dunno. right now i would really like a girlfriend. dunno why.

is it just me or am i rambling now? O_o;

~Chibi, im an airhead~

sexy!
03:37 p.m., Sunday, February 17, 2002

[Listening to: Shoujo 3 - Raphael]

hm...ive been feeling really gothic latley. o_o; ya know, im just in to mood to paint my nails black and put on eyeliner and listen to Malice Mizer and Dir en Grey for a while. ^^; i dunno. i am a little gothic naturally. i mean, a lot of my clothes are black and i listen to a lot of gothic-ish music, but i dont act like what you would think a goth would act like. For example, i dont hate the world or cut myself (anymore) and...::shugs::
my brothers yelling at me to get off the computer now. U_U poo.

~Chibi, in black and white~

zzzzzz...
03:42 a.m., Sunday, February 17, 2002

cant do it.

night. =_=

~Chibi, zzzzzzzz....~

YES! I AM COOL!
03:19 a.m., Sunday, February 17, 2002

Check it out, man! I'm evil, are you?

BWHA HA HA HA HA! i am the master of evil!! >D ::licks a knife all Farfarello-like:: muah ha ha ha ha!

another stupid test?!? thats it, no more coke after 10 pm!! O_O;;
~Chibi, eehee hee hee hee hee~

j-rock is god...
02:29 a.m., Sunday, February 17, 2002

I was meant to be a member of Dir en Grey! I'm just Goth enough to be cool, but still easygoing enough to be popular.

Take the "Which J-Rock Band Should You Be a Member Of?" quiz by malloreigh

W00T! DIR EN GREY! SEXY! *-*

I know, im addicted to online tests. XD but, who cares?!?
~Chibi, i still want Gackts sexy arse~ =9

hot damn!
01:45 a.m., Sunday, February 17, 2002

You will marry NEO (played by Keanu Reeves) from The Matrix, live in a big metal ship trying to escape from a world controlled by computers, and spend your days travelling through phone lines, hacking into the Matrix, and dodging bullets in slow motion.

What's YOUR M * A * S * H future?

i also found this shibby online radio that plays all j-rock all the time. *-* wai!
woah, lookie the time. i should get off soon ne?

nah. ^_~

~Chibi, an all nighter maybe?~

time is fleeting...
12:45 a.m., Sunday, February 17, 2002

heh heh...my imouto is watching the rock horror picture show. I LOVE THAT MOVIE! XDXD its just a jump to the left...and a step to the riiiiiiight! XD ::does the time warp:: squeeeeee!! =D did you notice that you can see colombias tits in one part. O_O!
yeah, im hentai, but, I DONT CARE! XDXD yeah, today i went to this one website. no its not officialy hentai...but it does have some. ^^; (note: its just an index thing. >_>) anyway, i found that it has some extremely hentai shoujo ai pics. O_O! i was like, d00d. can you say nosebleed? XD!! hey, im allowed to be hentai sometimes, arent i? arent we all? XD i dunno, maybe it just means im lonlier than i think i am. ~.~ ::sigh::
well, im off to explore the internet for a while...im bored. U_U
~Chibi, aww a lonley chibi~

w00t.
09:53 p.m., Saturday, February 16, 2002

new layout. XD
~Chibi, im bad~