hoshii! ><


Thursday, September 12, 2002

Nya. Im at night school right now. The comps here are the shiznet. I wish to steal one. x_X! I want a nice one with a big monitor and windows XP, damnit! gimmeh!! X_X I need a job. too bad I cant drive either. X___X I keep relying on anne for rides too much. gomen nasai, hana chan. m(_ _)m I guess I shall have to learn. >< damn, I already have a lot of stress. x_x

I really need to change my layout too. o_o ::puts on 'to do on the weekend' list:: Me go back to work now.

~NEeding YOu @ 04:28 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

wai-ness


Tuesday, September 10, 2002

Chibi got a cell phone! =D whee! Its muh mums old phone, but still. ^.^ Me just happy that I have a phone. Night school sucks monkey. its boring. but Im going to finish it, no matter what! O_O!!! I got a letter from Caitlin today. I miss her. I was going to ask her to homecoming, but she cant go. (some stupid rule thing) u.u So I guess Ill go wif meggers. ^.^ Miyuki chan in Wonderland is on crack. o_o but its got boobies, so thats okay. XD jk. Me = dork. but thats okay. Im (probably) going to get my hair cut on friday. yay! Im going to get it cut shoulder length, layered, with eartails. and Im going to dye the eartails purple! whee! And what else? o_o um, cheese.

~NEeding YOu @ 08:29 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

study hall. =/


Monday, September 9, 2002

blarg. Meggers daijoubu ka na...? Fanfiction.net is being all penis-y today. x_X and I need a massage. and a cookie. ;-; These computers suck. x_x I have to go to the toire. X_X nyaaaaa. I went shopping a couple of days ago. got some pants and Hellsing. Ive had hellsing for 3 days, and Ive watched it 3 times. I lurve it. *.* its uber spiffariffic. I need to change my layout. Oops theres the bell. o_o

~NEeding YOu @ 10:05 a.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

BLARG.


Friday, September 6, 2002

study hall study hall la la la. I had japanese club yesterday! wai! Twas fun. I also met the Japanese foreign exchange student, Naoko san. ^___^ OMB. Meggers and I thought our Current Issues teacher was gay, but hes MARRIED. =o! bikkuri shita. I had a shrink appointment today. compared my life to "The Matrix" Love that movie. Pretty good analogy too. Me trying to improve muh live as much as I can. chibi wants good grades, DAMNIT!! <>! too many distractions..... x_x omb. ::cries out with a Vash-ish japanese accent:: HERUP MI! HERUP MI!! X__X nya ha ha. Chibi has math to do tonight. x_X Chibi hates math. blarg. dance dance dance.

~NEeding YOu @ 02:38 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

bacon. =P


Thursday, September 5, 2002

blarg. Pretty soon here chibi is going to have NO freetime. x_x
And why isnt my computer showing Japanese text?? x_x!

~NEeding YOu @ 09:08 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

sigh.


Thursday, September 5, 2002

Halloo. Chibi ish at school right now. schmoo. I vomited this morning. I was putting on my shoes all "la la la" like then all of a sudden, I had to run to the bathroom. o_o ewwie. But Im not sick, so thats good. I got a Livejournal last night. But Im only going to let a few people read it. and I mean a FEW. like, 2 people. so dont feel bad. =p plaything is gonna help me get it up and shibe. Okee, class ish almost over. JA NA.

~NEeding YOu @ 08:18 a.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

hello. #^^#


Tuesday, September 3, 2002

Hi. short entry.

Caitlin, Im glad you can get on the internet now. I'll try to write you. I miss you lots. I want to ask you to homecoming, just so you know. ^^; Luv ya.

Uh....hi people. blah. x_x I have to go already. Em needs the comp for homework. ja na.

~NEeding YOu @ 09:43 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

naughtyness XD


Tuesday, August 13, 2002

Okay. Its been known that Megan and I get perverted around each other. But maybe its going too far?

NAH.

see, we're going to make a HENTAI site! >D! Its gonna have all girls on it. No gooey pics mind you. X_x It will have some swimsuit pics and nekkie pics. It will also have a yuri section. *.* (cause yuri ish yummy) Prolly mostly light yuri. who knows. ^^ its gonna be called "Fanservice". XD w00t! Its gonna be fun!! >D muah ha ha.

~NEeding YOu @ 04:08 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

slowly but surely....


Tuesday, August 13, 2002

slowly but surely, I am turning into a jrock whore!! ::cheers for herself:: XD Ive been spening a lot of time downloading winamp skins and various songs and spending time at Visual Kei academy. Damn its fun. Oh and another thing Jigoku - my Farfarello shrine, is now up!! so go already!! XD

~NEeding YOu @ 02:11 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

just saying hi?


Monday, August 12, 2002

><! short entry. I dont have much time really. Emily is breathing down my neck and pissin the shit out of me. My farf site is almost finished uploading. ^^ Now if my sister would just fuck off, everything would be fine. Grrrrrr. FUCK. I hate everyone right now. (in my family at least)

~NEeding YOu @ 10:39 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

well SORRY.


Sunday, August 4, 2002

Again, I havent been able to get on the comp very often for various reasons. Gimmie some credit here. I probably wont be able to get on much for a long time now too. School is starting and Im supposedly supposed to be grounded from the internet until 2nd semester. Long time huh. Fuck. This puts a pinch in my internet stuffs. My Farf site is about 45-50% done now. ^^ Its going well. Ashie-chan is moving to las vegas tho. u.u that makes me sad. But we'll keep in touch through email. Oh shit. I just realized that I havent checked my email. (Im not even supposed to be online right now tho...::coughs::) I prolly have 54697497564978 emails. x.x;; Running a clique is harder than I thought. Im still not sure where Im going to put Jigoku (name of muh farf site). I think Ill host it on geocities for a while. =/ At least until Anne and I get our domain up. u.u Which prolly wont be for a while, espically since shes at Japanese camp now. Sniff. I wanna go to japanese camp. Y_Y the people said that they were full. Sigh. Yesterday I went shopping. and I mean SHOPPING. I got a ton of clothes and shit. Its spiffy. ^o^! Mmm. I got caitlins birthday presents a few days ago. I got her Gackts CD Moon and a BoA CD (the one with Every Heart on it). I love BoA now. Shes one of my fave jpop singers. ^^ of course, gackt is muh number 1. XD w00t.

~NEeding YOu @ 03:06 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

tsumaranaiiiii~~~~~...


Friday, July 19, 2002

Still in summer school right now. And bored. Its almost over too, in about 15 minuets or something. Im bored. I wanna go home and work on muh sites. I need to finish my craptastic blog layout...Ill probably change it here soon. ::sigh:: And last night I worked a lot on muh farf site....I finished the pictures section. Made the thumbnails and typed out 68 links by hand. x_x; I was tired. ::yawns:: Ho hum.

I have work to do this weekend. Not just the shrine. but school work too. =/ Ill do it. I need to get my grades up. ::sigh::

~NEeding YOu @ 11:31 a.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

Ahm an ebil bith


Tuesday, July 16, 2002

hee hee...Im on the computer at summer school. Im supposed to be looking stuff up on egypt, but I dont feel like it...I should tho...summer school ends in 2 weeks and Im really behind. u_u; sigh. So instead Ive checked muh email and been reading blogs, and listening to the Dir en Grey CD I burned a while back...Its a good CD. I enjoy Dir en Grey. theryre fun. ^^ and Kyo is cool! =D and I think theyres die and toshiya and shinya....maybe one other member? Im not sure. I dont know the members that well really. Not as well as Malice Mizer, who I was listening to earlier. I like their new singer, Kahla. Hes not as good as Gackt, but hes good. ^^ And I like Duel Jewel. Theyre good, but I dont know any of the members names except for Shun. o.o; And Ten has something sighed by them...I dont remember what it was tho. Hmm. Oh and Megan I know where I can get you a copy of the Duel Jewel CD. ^^ I noticed it was on your wish list while I was reading your blog. ^^ hee hee. I love being nice to muh friends. I also know where to get you copies of gackts CDs Rebirth and Moon. (I have Rebirth and Ten has Moon). ^-^ Well, I should probably get to work... u_u sigh.

~NEeding YOu @ 10:18 a.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

Im not dead yet! Y__Y


Monday, July 15, 2002

Nyaaaa....I havent been able to blog for SO fucking long...It makes me sad. Y___Y ::shiku shiku:: Did ya miss me? Well, anyway, its been what, a month since I las blogged? sad ne? tonikaku, I would normally say that I havent been doing anything, but, Ive been doing more things recently than I usually do during summers, so I guess Ive been doing a lot. A lot of summer school mostly. But Ive gotten a lot done on my Farfarello site over the past couple days...if I keep working at this rate I'll probably have it almost done within 2 weeks. ^^ whee. I love the layout. Chibi learned how to use Iframes!! =D and brushes are are my friends. ^^ I tried to update my clique (over 20 people signed up while I was...absent!) today but liquid2k was being bitchy. so I saved the html and I'll try again tomarrow. Ive been working on a new layout for this too...its a summery love hina one. It totally sucks, but I dont care. XD

Off of the computer/internet topic. I went to "Taste of Chicago". The food was good, but I didnt have a very good time cause Emily was whining the whole time and it was so hot you could melt. u_u;; Geebus. A couple days ago Caitlin called me. I was so happy I started crying. We were both crying. And then my phone died. Which made me cry even more, but for a different reason. I had to invite Ten over to calm me down. I was hyperventalating and I was crying so hard I could barely stand at one point. But she cheered me up and helped me out. Wai! Thank you Ten, loff ya muchlies. ^-^ I havent been able to buy many things latley either. Money problems, blarg. x_x; I applied at Subway, but I havent gotten a call yet. Y___Y why me? ::shiku shiku:: Anne got me some CUTE stationary from International day when she was at spanish camp. Its so fuckin cute, I get cavities just looking at it. I love it. Im going to write to caitlin with it. But Im not going to use it all of course. ^^ Ive been spending a lot more time with my friends. wai! I love my friends. ::HUGGLES:: Hmm...anything else? I cant really think of any.

NEE CHAN! LOOK! too bad its so far away. u_u; Oh and for peoples who dont know, Nee chan (aka Kit) ish one of the most awesomest artists evah. see? ^^

well I think thats enough for now...ja na! ^^

~NEeding YOu @ 07:47 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

revived?


Sunday, June 23, 2002

Wah. I havent blogged for so long. u_u nya. Im chatting right now, so just this mini entry for now. nya. u_u

~NEeding YOu @ 04:35 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

XD


Tuesday, June 18, 2002

Excel Saga is the CRAZIEST fuckin anime EVER.

Thats why I love it. XDXDXDXD ::falls on the floor laughing::

~NEeding YOu @ 11:36 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

anime survey shimasu!


Monday, June 17, 2002

Name: Liz
Birthday: 01/21/86
Nicknames: Chibi
First Anime: (dub) Sailor Moon (sub) Escaflowne
Favorite Series (top 3): Weiß Kreuz, Gravitation, Chobits
Genre (drama, action, ect): Shoujo and Shounen ai
Movie: Utena
Manga: Chobits, Angel Sanctuary, Yami no Matsuei
Seiyuu: Midorikawa Hikaru (Heero, Tamahome, Zelgadis)
Scene from an anime: ...couldnt tell ya.
Quote from an anime: I dont know
Time to watch Anime: Anytime =D
Anime Website: fanfiction.net
Fanfiction: Weiß yaoi
Anime items you own: kuroneko-sama plushie, kero plushie, around 7 pins, 4 packs of playing cards, few art books, several doujinshis, a couple keychains, 3 wall scrolls, 2 posters, 2 calenders, some figurines, several CDs, the whole set of Gundam Wing trading cards (except for the clears), lots and lots of manga (English and Japanese), and tons and tons of DVDs, with a few tapes thrown in...am I forgetting something? e_e;;
Characters Favorite Female: Tenou Haruka
Favorite Male: Heero Yuy (first one comes to mind ^^;)
Favorite Enemy: Farfarello!!
Favorite Animal: Ryo-ohki
Most beautiful female: Faye Valentine
Most beautiful male: Nuriko
Cutest female: Chii
Cutest Male: Tsukiyono Omi! XD
Ugliest Female: Relena? XD
Ugliest Male: General Septem from GW? ::shrugs::
Most Annoying voice: Xelloss' english voice X_X
Most Wicked: Muraki ::shudder::
Most Ecchi: Motosuwa Hideki
Smartest: Mizuno Ami?
Interesting: Farfarello
Most Useless: Kuroneko-sama XD
Most Psychotic: Farfarello
Best dresser: Shindou Shuichi. o_o Dont ask me why.
Worst dresser: pretty much anyone from Sailor Moon. XD
The one you wish would die: Muraki. He Squicks me.
Most likely to chop off his/her finger: Shuichi
Most likely to get hit by a train: Keitaro
Most likely to drown in a toilet: Kuroneko-sama ::imagines Wolfwood flushing Kuroneko-sama down the toilet:: XD
Character (or person) you'd most like to be: hmm...Tsuzuki? I dont know.
Series
Funniest: Love Hina
Cutest: Chobits
Most Dramatic: Lain
Most Violent: Evangelion
Dumbest: Pokemon
Most Boring: Dirty Pair Flash
Most Confusing: Evangelion
Songs
Favorite: Let me Be with you (Chobits)
Most hated: dunno
Closing: Gravitation "Glaring Dream"
Catchy: Love Hina Sakura-saku
Best Singer: Hayashibara Megumi (for anime stuffs)
CD: Escaflowne
Misc
Dubs or Subs: Subtitled
Are you for or against anime shown on US TV?: Mostly for, unless they do what they did to Pokemon, Sailor Moon, Cardcapor Sakura, and so forth...
Shonen or Shoujo?: Shoujo
Clubs you are in: No physical ones...Im in a few online ones
Rent or buy: Buy
Do you have a web site?: this and my clique.
Plan on cosplaying as an anime character for Halloween?: Sure.
Hentai, good or bad?: usually bad, unless its yaoi. XD
Yaoi, good or bad?: Good
Yuri, good or bad?: Good
Who is the biggest anime freak you know?: Me XD
Your thoughts on Pokemon: Really stupid, but sometimes funny.
Your thoughts on Sailor Moon: Love the subtitled version. The english version will burn in hell.
Is this fun or what? It was okay. ^^;

can you tell Im bored? XD

~NEeding YOu @ 06:41 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

tanjoubis and chats


Friday, June 14, 2002

Yesterday was fun-ness. It was Tens bithday. Wai! Tanjoubi wa omedeto! (somehow I know I spelled it wrong there...oh well. XD) We went to Ohanas. It was good. totemo oishii. =D Twas fun, Ten wore her Ryuichi/Visual Kei shirt. ^__^ Its so spiffy! and I got to hang wif NEE-CHAN!! =D WAI! I loff my Nee-chan. Course shes not really my older sister, but I call her that cause we're a lot alike in some ways. ^^; muah ha ha. Ty came and wore a suit. ::snortgiggle:: Hes such a dork. After the dinner and reaching our homes, I dragged Ten into the wonderful world of chat. XD I dragged another one! AHH! I go in yahoo chatrooms with cchat. Its fun, and I like it a lot. Im in a "family" too. Basically we all have similar screennames. We are the "Instant Family" XD Like my sn, "Instat_Schu" and "Instant_Duo". So, everyone is Instant_(something). ^^ Hey, Anne started it. my "Granddaughter" Coffee even made a family website XD. So ten made "Instat_Eiri" and for some reason Daughter Liling made us get married. o_O; lmao XD Atafu (the name of my new/old compy) is plugged in now. Wai! But not to the internet yet. ;-; I have to go do some tinkering with it today...Hmm. Anne Im prolly gonna need your help, so call meh. ^^; nya...

~NEeding YOu @ 03:28 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

whee


Wednesday, June 12, 2002

18

I act like I'm 18.
This test was brought to you by Mel - mostly.... Take it here.

Anne and I hung out. had fun. ^___^ whee. I havent really decided what Im gonna do now tho. ::ponders:: Hmm...

~NEeding YOu @ 07:41 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

::twitch::


Tuesday, June 11, 2002

Kuso. I have summer school starting tomarrow. u_u; ::sigh:: Its cause I failed "Fundamentals of Writing". Its some dumb writing class where all you do are reports on stupid subjects. Ugh. I hated it. But, Its a required class (for some bob-forsaken reason). e_e; Im so bad with homework. Hopefully I can straighten myself out this year. ::holds up fist in determination:: Ganbare Chibi!

My rooms not 100% clean, but its getting there. w00t. I think I may keep my room! =D wai!

Anne finally developed her AniCen pics. e_e; ::coughs:: I have a copy of one uploaded. =D squeegasam! Take a look! We're all cosplaying people from Weiß. Im in the middle, as Omi, Steph is on the left, as Ken (the sexy one with the leather jacket for those of you who cant tell), and Anne is on the right, as Schuldig (the sexy one with sunglasses). w00t. ^-^

Well, time for me to hit the sack. I have summer school. x_x; ::twitch::

~NEeding YOu @ 10:43 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

My Room, bitch! O_O


Tuesday, June 11, 2002

OMB. My little sister Emily wants my room. Nuuuuu. She cant have it. Mine. ><! Her room is about half the size of mine, thats why she wants mine. I DO NOT want to move into her room, Im sorry. I have too much anime crap. XD Plus her room is painted all ugly like, its pastel yellow (EW!) and lavender. Reminds me of an easter egg. An uggie one. x_x; Yes, I could paint it, but that costs money. Xp Chibi needs to save her money for a compy.

Speaking of a comp, I actally got my own. Its a hand me down from older sis Nicole tho, so its not as good as I want it. I mean, I want one with Win XP! @_@ And looooots of memory! =D ::sparklesparkle:: But I dont have it offically yet! ::grrmumblemumble::

Anyway, In order to keep my room, and to plug in my new/old compy, I have to clean my room. x___x; ::sigh:: As much as I dont want to, I am, becasue I want to keep my room and put new/old compy in there so I can do my own stuffs. shmoo.

Somebodeh help meeeee. ;___; ::sniffle::

~NEeding YOu @ 05:30 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

Back again


Monday, June 10, 2002

Guh. I got home yesterday about 6. Felt to lazy to blog. >>; Im not really in the mood to blog right now either. o_o; wth is up with that? Hm. Oh well. Mom wants me to clean my room. I dont want to right now. ><! Nuuu. Not yet. Im in the mood for some chatting right now. Maybe Ill talk about my trip later...

~NEeding YOu @ 05:36 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

say it with chibi, "last minute"


Tuesday, June 4, 2002

Omb. I have to go to Chicago (again) in ::checks the clock:: One hour. Yeah. Kida last minute. Now normally I would be excited about this, but Im only going to go help my older sister nicole move. grr. ><! On the upside, I may get enough time so I can acutally call Steph and meet up with her. It would be nice to see her again. u.u; Sigh. I'll just keep my fingers crossed I guess. @___@ urg.

~NEeding YOu @ 04:19 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

told ya


Monday, June 3, 2002


What bishounen type is your favourite?

By ShoSen of Totally Kawaii!

Didnt I tell ya I liked the silent ones? XD I like em, and I dont know why. Something about them. Hm.

Grr. First yahoo was being a brat, now cchat is. x_x grrr.

~NEeding YOu @ 11:36 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

fuck


Monday, June 3, 2002

I hate yahoo. ><;!

~NEeding YOu @ 06:14 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

tadaima desuu!


Monday, June 3, 2002

Tadaima~~!!! =D I got home at about 12 am. ^-^; I had an awesome time in Chicago. Oooh, chibi made a new friend. Her name is Melissa. Shes fun and she loffs anime and shounen ai too! =D! Lesse, first we went to the art museum. I bought caitlin a journal with a pic of a painting by Renoir, cause Renoir is her favorite painter. ^-^ Then Melissa, annie, and I went to rainforest cafe for lunch. We also went to the Sears Tower. Omb, the view is soooo awesome! =D Plus the elevators go so fast, your ears pop! O_o;! They were fast, man. We had chicago style pizza at this one place too, It was good. We also went to the Navy Pier. I love the Navy Pier. We went on the ferris wheel and did a little shopping. That was pretty much the first day. Then yesterday, we went to the field museum and spent most of the day there. They are having a Chocolate exhibit. I bought some chocolate bars, a drink mix, and a candle for mom. After that we went to a small art museum that featured american art, then we went shopping on the Magnificent Mile. ^-^ I bought Love Hina manga (in english) vol 1 and a DVD of a show called "Steel Angel Kurumi". Its soo cute. ^__^ I like it a lot. Anyway, that was pretty much my weekend. I love Chicago so much.

~NEeding YOu @ 02:20 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

I hath become a teacher


Friday, May 31, 2002

Im starting to tutor Amanda on Japanese. ^o^ Its fun. Eh, I have to go to bed now. Im going to Chicago for the weekend. >3! muah.

~NEeding YOu @ 09:57 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

fun-ness!


Friday, May 31, 2002

w00t! Im in a Weiß RPG blog now! =D I play Farfie! XD Geebus I love that psyco, knife licking, god hating Irish man. X3

~NEeding YOu @ 06:55 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

O__o;! uso!


Friday, May 31, 2002


Are you a Seme or Uke?

I re-took this test about 7 times to make sure. O__o; I almost always got seme. (this one was the one I got the most. Plus I think I was like 1 point away from being uke. maybe. >>;) Interesting. I dont know if its totally true tho.

Acutally, To tell the truth, I do like being the dominant person. I mean like when Im hanging out with my friends, sometimes I like being in charge a little. Makes me feel important. ^^; But I really adore people who are dark and/or deep and/or mysterious. Like Aya, Yuki, Heero...Not many anime girls are like that that I can think of...Hmm. Oh Rei. Shes sexy. I like her. ^-^ Sure, Asuka is kinda hot, but Rei is sexy. ^-^; And Haruka. Shes kinda like that too. ^-^ hee. But, If I was in a relationship, I think that I could be either seme or uke really. ::shrugs:: I'll find out when it happens. ^-^;

~NEeding YOu @ 02:29 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

pointless entry! huzzah!


Friday, May 31, 2002

Im tired. =_=; zzzZZZzzzZZZzzz... I think I'll go to bed now na?

Im lonley too.

~NEeding YOu @ 02:24 a.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

more ranting, yet on something more personal.


Thursday, May 30, 2002

::sigh:: I was in a chatroom, and somehow I started talking about Caitlin. I miss her so much. I almost cried last night thinking about her. I cant believe her stepfarther hit her. I want to kill him. Not literally, but you know what I mean. You know the saying "you dont know how much they mean to you until theyre gone"? Ive felt it. Twice recently. There was Chris. Actually I did cry because I missed him a few nights ago. Didnt tell anyone. I hadnt cried about him since around the wake. God I miss him. Anyway, back on topic. Now Caitlin. I realized that I havent been hanging out with her as much as I wanted to. I love her so very much. Its like Mariko chan said about Ten being her soulmate. Caitlin is mine. It just took this for me to realize that. Ive been taking this friendship for granted. I want to see her. I want to apologize and hold her and tell her its okay. I need to write her a letter tomarrow. I think about her everyday, and I dont think she knows that. And thats the honest truth. One time I was listening to some music, and a song came on. I remembered it was a song that Caitlin loved. Its the opening theme song for Princess Rouge. Little things remind me of her. Its strange. Maybe Im actually *in* love with her, hell if I know. All I know is that she is the most important thing to me. And I want to make sure shes safe and happy. I would rather see her happy than anything else in the world. God I miss her. Shit I think I might cry now. Fuck. I hate it when I do that.

I need to see her.

~NEeding YOu @ 10:00 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

I still think rap is crap.


Thursday, May 30, 2002

I left the TV on while I was checking my email and so forth. It was on MTV (wasnt me Xp), and this show about Eminem (sp?) came on, talking about his new CD and shit. So hes talking about his lyrics. Blah blah blah. I wasnt totally paying attention, but anyway. Even tho I dont like Eminem as a person, I do appreciate his work. His lyrics are his thoughts and opinions, and you have to give him credit for having the guts to say all of that despite the media. I mean, you have to apreciate him as an artist. Because he is an artist, music is what he does. And he does it decently. Personally I dont like rap, but my little sister listens to it a lot, so Ive heard some songs. And from what Ive heard Eminem is pretty decent. But I like how he puts a piece of himself in his lyrics. Of course he goes a little overboard sometimes. >>; Maybe you have to be an artist to know what Im saying... ><; guh. anyway. </rant-opinion>

Huzzah! School is OVER! for the summer, but still. Enjoy it while we can, na? But, jeebus Im so stiff! @_x;! Need....massage..... x_@; ::twitch::

~NEeding YOu @ 03:46 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

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Wednesday, May 29, 2002

Wow. Today I actually drew something I really really liked! (excluding the pic of Van I drew about a year ago, but it was copied off another pic and not free-hand so it dont count. >>;) Its so awesome. Wanna see? Anne let me scan it cause my scanner isnt pulgged in. u.u clicky here! I didnt edit it at all on the comp, except for the copyright and disclaimer I added. This is my first time posting any of my artwork ANYWHERE ever, so I was a bit afraid and put some copyright stuff and a disclaimer. Yeah. The katakana at the top says "Ruby" the name of the character. Her full name is Ruby Sato, and shes the protaganist of a manga that Anne and I are working on. Shes the writer and Im going to do the art. Working title is "Megami Densetsu" (Or 'Goddess Legend' for the Japanese Illiterate). Its a huge project that she and I are working on. Its going to take a while, but its going to be so worth it. We're going all out on this, we're even going to use screen tones and stuff. o_o; Yeah. But the thing is, is that I absoloutly LOVE the storyline, so Im really excited to be able to work on this. ^-^ I think I may go and work ok on my hands and bodies and feet later...Im still working on getting better. That or Im going to make a layout...^-^ Im psyched. Im not going to give away any of the plot, just that its a very shoujo story and its long and beautiful and I love the story so much I want to make a shrine to it. ^_____^ Tee. I think we may post it on the internet, but I think we may sell it too. ::dream:: Aah, to see Megami Densetsu on the shelves of Mayhem (local comic shop )...::sparklesparkle:: *-*

~NEeding YOu @ 04:46 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

whee


Tuesday, May 28, 2002

w00t. New layout. ^^ This ones not made by me tho. >>; sadly. I was going to make my own, but everytime I looked at this one it was like "You want to use me...." @_@ Hypnotizing. ::coughs:: I like it. tis purdy. =3

~NEeding YOu @ 09:21 p.m.~

.:*:HOld Me TIght And NEver LEt Me Go:*:.

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